a little afraid

 

⋆.ೃ࿔.𖥔 ݁ ˖*:･༄

tomorrow is the start of endyear exams...

  for tomorrow specifically i'm not tooo intimidated since it's BM and health ed exams... BM i think i write good essays and health ed .. i don't care too much about it ಠ⁠‿⁠ಠ

  but the rest of the days are quite scary. our exams are on every two days, so on wednesday we'd have science exam... i really have to score in science and maths as backup plan, just in case i don't get accepted into vocational college (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•⁠) 

  i say science and maths bcs the science stream seems the most uhh interesting in this school?? also bcs probably a lot of my friends are gonna be in the science class. suuree.... it's gonna be hard for me if i DO get into science class,, bcs of the additional subjects like physics and bio....

  but looking at other streams they don't interest me at all honestly!!! we don't even have art stream in this school.... well, none that i would call "art stream classes". (⁠─⁠.⁠─⁠|⁠|⁠） (reason why i want to pursue graphic design in KV)

  i'll just do whatever i can to score alright this time!!! pls pray for me... so i get excellent grades and get into KV... although the first one seems sooo impossible atp ..... .⁠·⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠(⁠>⁠▂⁠<⁠)⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠·⁠.

🍙𓏲 ˚₊✮ 𓏲 ˚₊✮

thinking... (⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠メ⁠)

・┆✦ʚ♡ɞ✦ ┆・

hello!!! it has been a looong while since i last upped a blog entry!!! lately my life felt soo rushed, i don't even have the time to process anything...

  anyways, exams are coming up!! very soon.. in 3 days (⁠*⁠﹏⁠*⁠;⁠)ヘ⁠（⁠。⁠□⁠°) i don't even know if i'm ready for it... after this some of my classmates will go to other schools. hell, most likely even me!! 

  talking about changing schools, i know i'll miss everyone i know here. even if i don't go anywhere, there will be a lot of people going away... (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠) 

  i wonder what will we become in the future. someone will become a lawyer, another will become a surgeon and another will be a teacher... while i'm still looking for an ambition (⁠눈⁠‸⁠눈⁠) i think i'll just try to pass with good grades in every exams and.. work a decent job ಠಿ⁠_⁠ಠ

  aaahhhh thinking about the future suckkss !!!! so much uncertainties... the longer i think the more scared i become. whatever... just gotta focus on this upcoming exams and score at least a few As !!

༘⋆₊ ⊹★🔭๋࣭ ⭑⋆｡˚

it's already warm?? (>_<)

 

˖ ݁𖥔 ݁˖˚ ༘ ೀ⋆.˚˙✧

it seems like the weather is warming up again :") i'll definitely miss the rain...

it's deepavali holidays rn so i have a lot of free time!!! instead of doing my homework.... i'm thinking of going somewhere or doing something i like...

this morning has been nice to me and i don't feel too bad!! although i didn't have the best breakfast (chicken kuetiau soup — the food is my fav, but this particular one isn't my cup of tea...)

i should get back to reading again!! also lately i've been listening to Jeff Buckley and Amy Winehouse!! they're both sooo good (ಥ_ಥ)(ಥ_ಥ) wish they're still here.... my fav Jeff song currently is "Last Goodbye" or "I Want Someone Badly" (i can't decide!) anddd for Amy it's "Wake Up Alone" (....and "Love Is A Losing Game" ....)

🧸✧˖°.🧺✧˖°.🍪✧˖°.

around penang ep.2 ~~

 

໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১

— saturday

second day of the TCP trip!!! firstly we went to Penang Hill and arrived at 9am（○｀ 3′○）

  all of us took the "fast-lane" funicular railway. we learned about the history of all 5 peaks of Penang Hill!! only this day i found out that it consists of multiple peaks (＊0＊;)

⋆˚✿˖°꒱ྀི১

after we got to know our tour guide (Mr. Sugumar) it started to rain!! we all were drenched in rain ∑(゜□゜； but honestly.... let's be real, getting wet from the rain is always better than sweating bcs of the heat!!

  next, i did a tour commentary about Penang Hill on the bus. i didn't glance at my notes at all!! ヽ(^。^)ノ

  here are some other pics from Penang Hill!

🍓⋆ ˚｡⋆୨🍡୧˚

[click the pic to enlarge]

we were supposed to head to Georgetown, specifically Armenian Street — unfortunately it rained quite heavily and we had to wait for a while to get back to the lower ground (i think the railway was having some troubles) ~(*+﹏+*)~

  nevertheless we did go to the Penang Tropical Fruit Farm!!! i learned a lot of things from the walk through the farm. yet we only got the chance to visit a small portion bcs they're closing soon!

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･🌸🎐🐬❁⊹ ࣪ ˖𓆉 °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

around penang ep.1 ~~

 

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— friday

it's the first day of my trip around Penang with my friends!! it's organised by UiTM of Penang under the tourism course. it's a field trip!!

  firstly we went to Entopia in Teluk Bahang to see the plants and little animals :DD here are some pictures i took!

☆.𓋼𓍊 𓆏 𓍊𓋼𓍊.☆

 [click on the picture to enlarge]   

after that, we went to put our bags and stuff at our homestay(s). we were served rice with chicken curry and other dressings!! it was so good ( ^)o(^ ) 

  then we played some traditional villager games like "tarik upih"!! at night after all prayers were done, we attended a speech by the lecturers of UiTM, but it wasn't exactly a boring speech, you know? they shared their experiences in the tourism field and it's quite interesting !

  that's all for today. i'll post moreee next!!! 

a day wasted!!!

 

✦•┈๑⋅⋯ ⋯⋅๑┈•✦

an old feeling washed all over me again (p′︵‵。) it's best to describe it with the song "Life Wasted" by Intig.

  it's not really an 'old' feeling though; it's just that it's all have been a bit of a blur nowadays, but i think it has always been there. the feeling of worthlessness (′ェ`)

  the picture was taken just now! currently working on my history homework. i need to finish a lot of previous homeworks too..... i have been careless and procrastinating so much..... it'll be tiring to go back and see all the things i have left behind ﾟ( ﾟஇ‸இﾟ)ﾟ

  i guess i'll just have to bear with it!!! 

  ohh!!! did i tell you i'll be going on a field trip soon? it's soo packed with activities, i don't even know where to start!! i'll be going with 5 other classmates (●´∀｀●) expect multiple posts abt this!! we'll go this friday!

𐐘💥╾━╤デ╦︻ඞා

rainy day ⊂(^(工)^)⊃

 

˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚„…

today, it started to rain since morning until late evening. almost night, i think. this is perhaps the best day i've had in a while.

  the morning didn't start too good, but i made up for it quickly. it's not a good day in a way i got everything i asked for — the oden shop was closed today — but in a way i felt rather calmer than usual ♫꒰･‿･๑꒱

  i ate two meals with spicy chicken which is, imo, my mom's signature dish!! i know three meals are the ideal eating routine, but i don't feel good eating several plates in a day. on junk foods though...... (￣ε(#￣)︴also i fell into deep slumber after the first meal i ate (after school) ..... the cold weather makes me very happy!!

  i hope the coming days will feel a lot better. i hope anyone reading this will have better days ahead too!!! daily life can be rough on us, but don't let it stop you from finding day-to-day joys ( ੭ु´ ･∀ ･`) ु 

ʚ(*`꒳`*)ɞ .｡✧･ﾟ:* ~♡